You desire to live naturally?
Nature is profligate, uncaring, pointless, vicious, and both fecund and impotent, simultaneously…
How can you live like nature when to live means to be precisely other than this nature?
The reality is quite different.
Your pride ascribes an ideal to nature and insists that it should be a nature according to your dictates so that all existence may exist after your own image.
You have instilled your false view of nature upon yourself so rigidly and for so long that you cannot now view it in any other way…
With your self tyranny as the model you seek to tyrannise the world.
It is always thus…
As soon as an idea starts to believe in itself.